ok so im doing the 0nlythreeweeks diet going awesome so proud and im going to make it 3 weeks no cheating im so damn determand!!
Hour: 27/504 [three weeks]
Current weight: ...dwendling
Number of pounds lost: 2.5
Number of pounds to go: 25
Anyone care to share there progress?
Wow looking at how much everyone has lost really depresses me and motivates me. I wanna be like you girls, losing and losing...
Food has such a grip on me. I wish that I didn't have to want it. It haunts me, consumes my thoughts, controls my actions. Its like there's a hungry little girl inside of me controlling my limbs. I beg her not to want it, not to eat it and she just placates me with comforting food. and i drown in the food, the comfort and the sorrow. i have been defeated, i shall live to be fat another day.
and i hate that i can't purge for fear of dirty toilets. even if i clean mine first. there's still the fear of germy water splashing back up into my face and infecting my eye or something. i really really wish i could purge at school but this phobia makes it very impossible.
I hate food. I wish I could just starve forever.
Anyone ever found anything that makes you completely UNHUNGRY? pills, practices etc... i want it all.
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