After five days of having to eat some, I can starve my ass off again. I love the feeling of intense hunger, and after it subsides for a little while I feel light, I coast. I like it. Mom and dad are gone, my final paper for my class is done. I get to be me again. Eating for my mom and dad absloutely sucked. I am too old to walk on eggshells for them, but hey, my mother can nag nag nag, and sometimes that is more painful than eating. My dad lmao can you say condescending. Here's to ana, welcome back dear friend.